Sunday, April 30, 2006
went shopping for clothes with kor kor at j8 then with angela in town just now. my trips were futile. nothing suits my appetite. aww.. by the way, raymond joined us in orchard just now. don`t complain already, your incentive will come in time. rest assured it will. i appreciate your kindness but do not be so lame at times. don`t always think of kissing whenever you see couples. don`t jealous ok??? yu jia`s mom treated us dinner just now. thanks auntie!
it`s gonna be a long weekend. gotta need a good steady rest. tomorrow`s shopping day again. i have to get my office wear by hook or by crook. monday`s for tuition and jogging with wanting. tuesday? needless to say. start work! and i`ve to handle reports by myself already `cos may will be doing yvonne`s job. she`s going on maternity leave soon.
oh yeah, i watched Aquamarine with pearl last night. a very sweet movie. about romance and friendship. i like it. =) and me and pearl actually shared a very huge tin of popcorn and vanilla coke. almost buried with popcorn. lols... -.-
i chatting on the phone now. lazy to blog anymore. lols... good nites to all!!! muacks!
12:47 AM
went shopping for clothes with kor kor at j8 then with angela in town just now. my trips were futile. nothing suits my appetite. aww.. by the way, raymond joined us in orchard just now. don`t complain already, your incentive will come in time. rest assured it will. i appreciate your kindness but do not be so lame at times. don`t always think of kissing whenever you see couples. don`t jealous ok??? yu jia`s mom treated us dinner just now. thanks auntie!
it`s gonna be a long weekend. gotta need a good steady rest. tomorrow`s shopping day again. i have to get my office wear by hook or by crook. monday`s for tuition and jogging with wanting. tuesday? needless to say. start work! and i`ve to handle reports by myself already `cos may will be doing yvonne`s job. she`s going on maternity leave soon.
oh yeah, i watched Aquamarine with pearl last night. a very sweet movie. about romance and friendship. i like it. =) and me and pearl actually shared a very huge tin of popcorn and vanilla coke. almost buried with popcorn. lols... -.-
i chatting on the phone now. lazy to blog anymore. lols... good nites to all!!! muacks!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:47 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
~i want memories without a past. --- try to understand this phrase. think deep and you'll feel it. have you?
life has been great, working and teaching tuition, chilling out and watch movies when i`m free. working life has been a challenging one and teaching rachel can be both a challenging yet happy experience. i adore kids so that`s why i`m happy i supposed. she`s adorable i would say and she`s really a sweetie, though can be demanding and good at bargaining at times. i hope time can induce an improvement in her studies. she sent me nice mms pictures and give me cute little things. a nice girl she is. but during tuition time i have to be slightly stricter at times to make her respect me as a teacher. i realised she`s a bright girl but a pity too lazy and less confident. it will be really satisfying if i can have a way with her. but ultimately, it`s up to her to listen to me or not. =)))
i love to get busy, with the things i like. now on the way to work, i pay more attention to the people and things around me. i see nice flowers i`m happy, see happy couples i`m happy, see the sky i feel elevated. i used to feel different about things like that, not to say unappreciative or what-so-ever. just different in some ways. i always say i don`t want my happiness to be induced, though it`s rather impossible, but somehow or rather, i just feel that, a mini bit is enough. =) probably it`s because i`ve been praying peacefully for that because i`ve seen much of this fateful ugly world. ugly family environments, ugly characters, ugly places. i can give up anything as long as i`m happy for the rest of my remaining days in life.
tomorrow`s friday anyways. i wish i can watch aquamarine. it came out already. who want to go watch with me? someone said want to bring me to watch this week but ahem, hello!!! where are you sir??? never mind, i find my girls go out!!! i wanna go JB to get more office wear and sing. zhutou, when are you on?? i want to go pulau ubin too, to eat seafood, cycle and canoe, all the better if there`s sun out there, so i can sun-tan. i miss outdoors!!! i miss fresh air out there but i hate mosquitoes' bites. can they like don`t bite me?
nowadays i just want to enjoy life to the fullest while i work and scrimp and save to fund my future studies. i miss my books and notes loads! =((
oh ya, i hope to see wanting tomorrow, hopefully she wun fall asleep again.
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa*
xie xie ni men da jia!
11:46 PM
~i want memories without a past. --- try to understand this phrase. think deep and you'll feel it. have you?
life has been great, working and teaching tuition, chilling out and watch movies when i`m free. working life has been a challenging one and teaching rachel can be both a challenging yet happy experience. i adore kids so that`s why i`m happy i supposed. she`s adorable i would say and she`s really a sweetie, though can be demanding and good at bargaining at times. i hope time can induce an improvement in her studies. she sent me nice mms pictures and give me cute little things. a nice girl she is. but during tuition time i have to be slightly stricter at times to make her respect me as a teacher. i realised she`s a bright girl but a pity too lazy and less confident. it will be really satisfying if i can have a way with her. but ultimately, it`s up to her to listen to me or not. =)))
i love to get busy, with the things i like. now on the way to work, i pay more attention to the people and things around me. i see nice flowers i`m happy, see happy couples i`m happy, see the sky i feel elevated. i used to feel different about things like that, not to say unappreciative or what-so-ever. just different in some ways. i always say i don`t want my happiness to be induced, though it`s rather impossible, but somehow or rather, i just feel that, a mini bit is enough. =) probably it`s because i`ve been praying peacefully for that because i`ve seen much of this fateful ugly world. ugly family environments, ugly characters, ugly places. i can give up anything as long as i`m happy for the rest of my remaining days in life.
tomorrow`s friday anyways. i wish i can watch aquamarine. it came out already. who want to go watch with me? someone said want to bring me to watch this week but ahem, hello!!! where are you sir??? never mind, i find my girls go out!!! i wanna go JB to get more office wear and sing. zhutou, when are you on?? i want to go pulau ubin too, to eat seafood, cycle and canoe, all the better if there`s sun out there, so i can sun-tan. i miss outdoors!!! i miss fresh air out there but i hate mosquitoes' bites. can they like don`t bite me?
nowadays i just want to enjoy life to the fullest while i work and scrimp and save to fund my future studies. i miss my books and notes loads! =((
oh ya, i hope to see wanting tomorrow, hopefully she wun fall asleep again.
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa*
xie xie ni men da jia!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:46 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
busy bumble bee yesterday. dilly-dallied at home till 1.45pm before meeting eedon. yups, was her test model for yesterday. pretty nails now but only on one hand. `cos eedon`s partner found another model at the eleventh hour. -.- completed everything before 5pm and went far east to meet kor kor, this kor kor was`nt good to me. he bullied, criticised and mocked at me. even wicky kor did`nt attempt to. what an audacity!!! he thinks he`s a teacher and i`m afraid? ahem! i will angry one hor!!! oh ya, i had my breakfast at 5pm!!! lols.. i actually forgot to eat! oh my god! then this kor kor accompanied me to eat and then we strolled to heeren to get his stuff. i did`nt do any serious shopping with him around. so weird. after getting his brother`s present, we went to cineleisure. he suggested taking neoprints. so weird also. he`s the 1st guy who initiated to take neoprints together. another weird thing is that although i like to take great loads of neoprints, i only took it with my girl friends and my boy. and taking neoprints with him was so funny! or maybe i should say not used to it unless it`s like a group of guys and girls together. but nevertheless still took it. the outcome is i`m pretty, he`s funny? lols... okays, enough of that shit. walked in the rain to dhoby ghaut to take the train to meet dar. yups, went to grapevine to chill out. ages since i last went! had the same course meal and drink the last time i went. i just love chilling out, the more chilly the better. that fits the description is`nt it??? had nice little conversations with dar. lucky kor kor said don`t want to go if not he sure can`t stand us. lols.. reached home at 1 plus in the morning. as usual. nice chilling out places still includes ice cube at serangoon gardens and cafes at changi airport(preferably at night, kinda missed it.)
tomorrow`s working half day then meet up with her to shop. at night`s gonna start the 1st tuition lesson with rachel. called her hp just now and she sounded slightly afraid. is it `cos dar told her i`m fierce? lols. but i told her just now to get her homework done before i goes up to her house and get everything ready on the table. shall see tomorrow then think of ways to handle her. =)
well, well, well.. i`ve come to see the light to alot of things. i still have tonnes of nice things to look forward to. it`s not the time to stay putrid. i don`t have the time to anyways. it`s futile. yes, i admit i`m tired already. but i shall never procrastinate. catching up is`nt tough if i`m willing to soar in the wind. i want to be the fire not to be destroyed by it instead. i`m anticipating, the end results. =)))
loves. =Pp
7:11 PM
busy bumble bee yesterday. dilly-dallied at home till 1.45pm before meeting eedon. yups, was her test model for yesterday. pretty nails now but only on one hand. `cos eedon`s partner found another model at the eleventh hour. -.- completed everything before 5pm and went far east to meet kor kor, this kor kor was`nt good to me. he bullied, criticised and mocked at me. even wicky kor did`nt attempt to. what an audacity!!! he thinks he`s a teacher and i`m afraid? ahem! i will angry one hor!!! oh ya, i had my breakfast at 5pm!!! lols.. i actually forgot to eat! oh my god! then this kor kor accompanied me to eat and then we strolled to heeren to get his stuff. i did`nt do any serious shopping with him around. so weird. after getting his brother`s present, we went to cineleisure. he suggested taking neoprints. so weird also. he`s the 1st guy who initiated to take neoprints together. another weird thing is that although i like to take great loads of neoprints, i only took it with my girl friends and my boy. and taking neoprints with him was so funny! or maybe i should say not used to it unless it`s like a group of guys and girls together. but nevertheless still took it. the outcome is i`m pretty, he`s funny? lols... okays, enough of that shit. walked in the rain to dhoby ghaut to take the train to meet dar. yups, went to grapevine to chill out. ages since i last went! had the same course meal and drink the last time i went. i just love chilling out, the more chilly the better. that fits the description is`nt it??? had nice little conversations with dar. lucky kor kor said don`t want to go if not he sure can`t stand us. lols.. reached home at 1 plus in the morning. as usual. nice chilling out places still includes ice cube at serangoon gardens and cafes at changi airport(preferably at night, kinda missed it.)
tomorrow`s working half day then meet up with her to shop. at night`s gonna start the 1st tuition lesson with rachel. called her hp just now and she sounded slightly afraid. is it `cos dar told her i`m fierce? lols. but i told her just now to get her homework done before i goes up to her house and get everything ready on the table. shall see tomorrow then think of ways to handle her. =)
well, well, well.. i`ve come to see the light to alot of things. i still have tonnes of nice things to look forward to. it`s not the time to stay putrid. i don`t have the time to anyways. it`s futile. yes, i admit i`m tired already. but i shall never procrastinate. catching up is`nt tough if i`m willing to soar in the wind. i want to be the fire not to be destroyed by it instead. i`m anticipating, the end results. =)))
loves. =Pp
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 7:11 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
working life has been abit stressed for me. been trying to handle so many reports in one day. but i`m rather determined! but my desktop at work is super lousy! lucky i`m going to take over yvonne`s table soon and i can use her super fast computer as she claimed. went to learn how to make kueh yesterday at an aunty`s house. my sister said she will teach me how to make `gong bao ji ding` nx time. i don`t know why suddenly feel like learning how to cook. hehes.. i think that makes a lady more lady perhaps? then went to k box in the evening. snatched the microphone, seats and television with mr. teacher. lols... of course you must let me win `cos i`m younger! lols! yu jia, angela and cheryl went also but only angela sang with us. =) now feeling abit weird `cos just now took my dad`s bike home and was caught in the rain. brrr... and today at work i was feeling super sleepy. clara was like asking me how come i`m like so tired. well, can`t sleep well, been accompanying angela last few days. hopes that she feels better already. she will be better off without that useless brat. =) i think from now on i need more rest. my body`s not functioning well. appetite`s not as good as before. and ya, i just realised that today `teacher` entertained me the whole day through sms, my hp contain all his smses which i have no time to clear and i think my hp bill`s gonna explode. and `teacher` don`t anyhow drink vodka. and don`t ask me share with you. lols.. maybe i can share fruit juice with you?? lols.. and before i forgot, last night, me, angela and raymond went to ka jiao weijian. but surprisingly, he`s ok in person. i was shocked too. as i`m blogging now, my eyes were dry and tired. i think i go get a little rest before i meet them later. surprise surprise!!
thanks, though i do not know who are you...
some people`s forever in a deep slumber...
i respect.
oh shit, terry just smsed me. i go hide liaos..
8:26 PM
working life has been abit stressed for me. been trying to handle so many reports in one day. but i`m rather determined! but my desktop at work is super lousy! lucky i`m going to take over yvonne`s table soon and i can use her super fast computer as she claimed. went to learn how to make kueh yesterday at an aunty`s house. my sister said she will teach me how to make `gong bao ji ding` nx time. i don`t know why suddenly feel like learning how to cook. hehes.. i think that makes a lady more lady perhaps? then went to k box in the evening. snatched the microphone, seats and television with mr. teacher. lols... of course you must let me win `cos i`m younger! lols! yu jia, angela and cheryl went also but only angela sang with us. =) now feeling abit weird `cos just now took my dad`s bike home and was caught in the rain. brrr... and today at work i was feeling super sleepy. clara was like asking me how come i`m like so tired. well, can`t sleep well, been accompanying angela last few days. hopes that she feels better already. she will be better off without that useless brat. =) i think from now on i need more rest. my body`s not functioning well. appetite`s not as good as before. and ya, i just realised that today `teacher` entertained me the whole day through sms, my hp contain all his smses which i have no time to clear and i think my hp bill`s gonna explode. and `teacher` don`t anyhow drink vodka. and don`t ask me share with you. lols.. maybe i can share fruit juice with you?? lols.. and before i forgot, last night, me, angela and raymond went to ka jiao weijian. but surprisingly, he`s ok in person. i was shocked too. as i`m blogging now, my eyes were dry and tired. i think i go get a little rest before i meet them later. surprise surprise!!
thanks, though i do not know who are you...
some people`s forever in a deep slumber...
i respect.
oh shit, terry just smsed me. i go hide liaos..
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 8:26 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
LOVE. bye bye...
i no longer feel the pain as immense as before already. i guess i`m doing great. loves the air outside now. loves my new job. love my friends. loves myself. and one thing, i`m not deceiving myself anymore. my happiness shall not be induced, not today, not tomorrow. =)
i shall stand tall. stand strong.
8:22 PM
LOVE. bye bye...
i no longer feel the pain as immense as before already. i guess i`m doing great. loves the air outside now. loves my new job. love my friends. loves myself. and one thing, i`m not deceiving myself anymore. my happiness shall not be induced, not today, not tomorrow. =)
i shall stand tall. stand strong.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 8:22 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
i almost slashed my wrist 2 days ago but a very good fren stopped me from plunging to death, but my wrist was still red. i was really stressed i swear. but now, i was told that i need to find a new meaning in my life, well, i`m looking forward to find one. and hopefully i`ll find one. my life`s literally been stagnant the last 2 months. but come to say, today`s my 1st day at work and i discovered i kinda love this job `cos it`s challenging, not exactly telemarketing but more of a support officer. my team`s made up of ladies! yeah!!! i recently find female environment more comfy for me. just don`t know why i don`t click with guys so well like i used to. but i think i prefer it this way now. my colleagues are so far, quite nice to me and i`m happy that i can actually get free drinks from the vending machine! it has my favourite teh ping but i can`t drink when i`m at work `cos i would most probably get gastric problems after drinking it. i have to be responsible at work. hmmm... i`m lazy to reply to smses nowadays, especially when i`m outside wiith friends. sorry to anyone out there if i haven`t been replying your smses or even answering your calls. and tommy and terry jolly well stop disrupting my life, i`ll kick you far far away. weijian also, i`m sick of your "blue" thoughts! i tell you, i`m not interested in you and you care whether i`m still pure and innocent or not. it`s none of your business. i`m getting mean again but who really cares, as long as i like it.
i know my friends care alot about me. i`m grateful, though sometimes i`m too down to say anything. people like raymond helped me get a job and cheers me up, angela and yu jia who accompanied me and offer help, meihua who counsels me, dar who backs me up all the time and matt who gave me something to cheer me up. friends are forever and i`m sure they do. muacks to my sweeties and knuckle-knocks to my dudes. =)))
this is where i wanna be.
if i die, bury me here, with my besties, my buddies and me.*
11:40 PM
i almost slashed my wrist 2 days ago but a very good fren stopped me from plunging to death, but my wrist was still red. i was really stressed i swear. but now, i was told that i need to find a new meaning in my life, well, i`m looking forward to find one. and hopefully i`ll find one. my life`s literally been stagnant the last 2 months. but come to say, today`s my 1st day at work and i discovered i kinda love this job `cos it`s challenging, not exactly telemarketing but more of a support officer. my team`s made up of ladies! yeah!!! i recently find female environment more comfy for me. just don`t know why i don`t click with guys so well like i used to. but i think i prefer it this way now. my colleagues are so far, quite nice to me and i`m happy that i can actually get free drinks from the vending machine! it has my favourite teh ping but i can`t drink when i`m at work `cos i would most probably get gastric problems after drinking it. i have to be responsible at work. hmmm... i`m lazy to reply to smses nowadays, especially when i`m outside wiith friends. sorry to anyone out there if i haven`t been replying your smses or even answering your calls. and tommy and terry jolly well stop disrupting my life, i`ll kick you far far away. weijian also, i`m sick of your "blue" thoughts! i tell you, i`m not interested in you and you care whether i`m still pure and innocent or not. it`s none of your business. i`m getting mean again but who really cares, as long as i like it.
i know my friends care alot about me. i`m grateful, though sometimes i`m too down to say anything. people like raymond helped me get a job and cheers me up, angela and yu jia who accompanied me and offer help, meihua who counsels me, dar who backs me up all the time and matt who gave me something to cheer me up. friends are forever and i`m sure they do. muacks to my sweeties and knuckle-knocks to my dudes. =)))
this is where i wanna be.
if i die, bury me here, with my besties, my buddies and me.*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:40 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
i finally see the whole picture. i was so foolish but i won`t be anymore. what`s all that sweet-talk for then??? as if i never tell him beforehand that i am who i am. i tried to curb my temper but this was what i get in return? i was thought of like a bitch, a slut. was i not accomodating enough then?? who brought you dinner when you said you want to save more money and refused to eat more? who was worried sick for your health from dusk to dawn, day to night? who was there when you needed someone so badly? who was there when times were hard and told you that it`s alright, we try we survive, and don`t mind suffering with you when you said i will? who was willing to hold on to stay afloat together with you when you were almost sinking? who was there when you needed a hug to make you forget your blues? who told you that she don`t mind not meeting up when she saw you so tired and stressed? who gave u a chance when you requested for one?
i admit i was harsh at times. i was super upset and fine, that does`nt concern you. you just don`t want to talk to me anymore, fine, i will shut myself up away from you. all the while i was blaming myself and now, i finally see the whole picture. why do you want to say the harsh words when i really did nothing wrong after we parted. i was so silly. i trusted you that i gave you my whole heart and almost whole life, but you overturned every fact that fits reality? i won`t care about his feelings anymore... i was a shitty gf. i was lousy. i was too forceful on him. i was wrong. i was wrong about him. i was wrong to make him think it`s his fault. i was wrong to say every loving word to him. i was wrong to live... hopefully nobody will blame me anymore when i`m gone... SORRY!!!
2:19 AM
i finally see the whole picture. i was so foolish but i won`t be anymore. what`s all that sweet-talk for then??? as if i never tell him beforehand that i am who i am. i tried to curb my temper but this was what i get in return? i was thought of like a bitch, a slut. was i not accomodating enough then?? who brought you dinner when you said you want to save more money and refused to eat more? who was worried sick for your health from dusk to dawn, day to night? who was there when you needed someone so badly? who was there when times were hard and told you that it`s alright, we try we survive, and don`t mind suffering with you when you said i will? who was willing to hold on to stay afloat together with you when you were almost sinking? who was there when you needed a hug to make you forget your blues? who told you that she don`t mind not meeting up when she saw you so tired and stressed? who gave u a chance when you requested for one?
i admit i was harsh at times. i was super upset and fine, that does`nt concern you. you just don`t want to talk to me anymore, fine, i will shut myself up away from you. all the while i was blaming myself and now, i finally see the whole picture. why do you want to say the harsh words when i really did nothing wrong after we parted. i was so silly. i trusted you that i gave you my whole heart and almost whole life, but you overturned every fact that fits reality? i won`t care about his feelings anymore... i was a shitty gf. i was lousy. i was too forceful on him. i was wrong. i was wrong about him. i was wrong to make him think it`s his fault. i was wrong to say every loving word to him. i was wrong to live... hopefully nobody will blame me anymore when i`m gone... SORRY!!!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:19 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
terry you stop f***ing me and her up. do you know the weight of promises??? you want me to go meet you, you should tell me earlier. stop making noises there and asked me to break a promise because of damn you!!! don`t agitate me, i don`t want to reply your smses and listen to your calls anymore!!! scram!!!
10:28 PM
terry you stop f***ing me and her up. do you know the weight of promises??? you want me to go meet you, you should tell me earlier. stop making noises there and asked me to break a promise because of damn you!!! don`t agitate me, i don`t want to reply your smses and listen to your calls anymore!!! scram!!!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:28 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
yeah... i`m not jobless already. actually wanted to get a job with angela but the company only offered one position, so angela asked me to go for it and don`t worry about her. anyways yvonne told me that if the company project`s doing well, they may need another admin staff, and angela may join the company. so i helped angela to submit her resume to yvonne first. really hope angela can work with me in the same company even if it`s in a different department. anyways, interview today was a challenging one. yvonne wanted me to imagine myself as a mcdonald`s manager writing an apology letter to pacify a customer whose meal was not delivered to. i was like stunned! LETTER WRITING? i have`nt wrote any formal letter since secondary school days!!! but still, luckily enough, i still roughly remember the formal letter writing format so i just gave it a try and well, yvonne had nothing to say about that. there was this excel test as well and i was jittery. messaged angela when yvonne was out of the room for a moment. angela came into the room and we were like both stunned! LOL! but in the end everything was okay. phew! i just anyhow bombed!
at around 2, yvonne called to drop me a confirmation and angela accompanied me to get some office wear. heheSs... bought 2 bottoms and a top and the salesgirl say i look so sweet. LOL! helped angela to pay for her long skirt 1st `cos can see she really like it but don`t dare to tell me. it`s ok angela, next time you got money then you pay me back, take your time and remember your savings plan with me! haha, i helping her to charge her laptop now so later i can watch the movie alone. =(( i long time never go watch movie already. if i am to die maybe i may wish to watch a movie with my loved ones before i die. LOL!!! anyways i planning to take over winnie`s tuition task. heard that she can be a pain sometimes. lol.. let`s see what happens when a tough tuition kid meets a tough tutor!! heheSs... i want to earn more money to fund my own studies!!!
weijian asked me out next week `cos he`s clearing leave before his ORD. he said to treat me to dinner or what. don`t know i going or not `cos you know i know lahs.. lols.. if i`m going i want to eat manhattan`s fish market!!! haha! will he be broke???
anyways i want to go grapevine with my girls and go ktv with angela and raymond!!! =pPp
thank you wendy for telling me your life story last night. i will move on... and i will remember your words. thank you sister(angela) and yu jia for being here all the while. i`m still growing up so it`s normal that i`m going through all these. i hope angela you will be strong also. cry all you want, i know the pain you are experiencing. but seriously you deserve a better man.=))) always remember, don`t cry for nothing. everytime you cry, you have to become stronger, tell yourself that! raymond told me before, sometimes yue lao is drunk so he will tie the red string wrongly and by the time he realised, the 2 people are already in love that`s why when there`s a break-up you will feel heartbroken. give him time and he will tie it correctly for you. =))) so nice right???
~shen huo zai zeng me chu zao, wo do yao huo de hen jiao ao!!!
yanfang loves the people around her. xPxp
8:24 PM
yeah... i`m not jobless already. actually wanted to get a job with angela but the company only offered one position, so angela asked me to go for it and don`t worry about her. anyways yvonne told me that if the company project`s doing well, they may need another admin staff, and angela may join the company. so i helped angela to submit her resume to yvonne first. really hope angela can work with me in the same company even if it`s in a different department. anyways, interview today was a challenging one. yvonne wanted me to imagine myself as a mcdonald`s manager writing an apology letter to pacify a customer whose meal was not delivered to. i was like stunned! LETTER WRITING? i have`nt wrote any formal letter since secondary school days!!! but still, luckily enough, i still roughly remember the formal letter writing format so i just gave it a try and well, yvonne had nothing to say about that. there was this excel test as well and i was jittery. messaged angela when yvonne was out of the room for a moment. angela came into the room and we were like both stunned! LOL! but in the end everything was okay. phew! i just anyhow bombed!
at around 2, yvonne called to drop me a confirmation and angela accompanied me to get some office wear. heheSs... bought 2 bottoms and a top and the salesgirl say i look so sweet. LOL! helped angela to pay for her long skirt 1st `cos can see she really like it but don`t dare to tell me. it`s ok angela, next time you got money then you pay me back, take your time and remember your savings plan with me! haha, i helping her to charge her laptop now so later i can watch the movie alone. =(( i long time never go watch movie already. if i am to die maybe i may wish to watch a movie with my loved ones before i die. LOL!!! anyways i planning to take over winnie`s tuition task. heard that she can be a pain sometimes. lol.. let`s see what happens when a tough tuition kid meets a tough tutor!! heheSs... i want to earn more money to fund my own studies!!!
weijian asked me out next week `cos he`s clearing leave before his ORD. he said to treat me to dinner or what. don`t know i going or not `cos you know i know lahs.. lols.. if i`m going i want to eat manhattan`s fish market!!! haha! will he be broke???
anyways i want to go grapevine with my girls and go ktv with angela and raymond!!! =pPp
thank you wendy for telling me your life story last night. i will move on... and i will remember your words. thank you sister(angela) and yu jia for being here all the while. i`m still growing up so it`s normal that i`m going through all these. i hope angela you will be strong also. cry all you want, i know the pain you are experiencing. but seriously you deserve a better man.=))) always remember, don`t cry for nothing. everytime you cry, you have to become stronger, tell yourself that! raymond told me before, sometimes yue lao is drunk so he will tie the red string wrongly and by the time he realised, the 2 people are already in love that`s why when there`s a break-up you will feel heartbroken. give him time and he will tie it correctly for you. =))) so nice right???
~shen huo zai zeng me chu zao, wo do yao huo de hen jiao ao!!!
yanfang loves the people around her. xPxp
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 8:24 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i was so upset just now. i did`nt mean to do that and got her scolded. i could`nt control my emotions just now. i`m sorry. by the way, i wrote someone a letter, one which i can never post out. can the wind send the words on my behalf??? do i have another alternative? i think so. but i just don`t want to use it.
anyways weijian called me just now. obviously he`s trying to hook me up through his messages and call. but i just want to tell him i`m no longer interested in other guys, including him. i`d gave my heart out to someone already. =) i miss him. he'll never know the words in my heart because he chose the other path... i know the ending myself but i just want to be foolish. i`m silly.
~ai yao zeng me shuo chu kou? wo de xin li hao nan shou...
2:29 AM
i was so upset just now. i did`nt mean to do that and got her scolded. i could`nt control my emotions just now. i`m sorry. by the way, i wrote someone a letter, one which i can never post out. can the wind send the words on my behalf??? do i have another alternative? i think so. but i just don`t want to use it.
anyways weijian called me just now. obviously he`s trying to hook me up through his messages and call. but i just want to tell him i`m no longer interested in other guys, including him. i`d gave my heart out to someone already. =) i miss him. he'll never know the words in my heart because he chose the other path... i know the ending myself but i just want to be foolish. i`m silly.
~ai yao zeng me shuo chu kou? wo de xin li hao nan shou...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:29 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
i feel suffocation. apparently, all seems to be peaceful but beneath it lies the destruction aftermath. the wreakage was beyond salvage. i always have the vision that the victors and onlookers are looking and pointing their fingers at me. in the very first place, i was`nt even the one and now i have to bear the consequences. i`m not creating an image to put myself in the limelight, why do i need to? however, it`s a fact that i`ve been violated. nobody can tell me it`s just a hoax because it really took place. where is my pillar of support when i really really need one? who are the ones who are really here??? people can condone the mistakes done but whoever so is going to give me an answer? an answer to every of my doubts. i want to tell the world. I FEEL SO INNOCENT. spare me please. or just let me end it all. i thought i would be okay, until i fully recover from my illness. the thoughts came flooding to me even in my dreams. i have since, lose faith in love and in people and i have to protect myself. i always think of people first, now i have to think of myself, unless he or she is worth the price.
i promised to talk to you. i'll let you know. give me abit more time. thanks.
2:38 PM
i feel suffocation. apparently, all seems to be peaceful but beneath it lies the destruction aftermath. the wreakage was beyond salvage. i always have the vision that the victors and onlookers are looking and pointing their fingers at me. in the very first place, i was`nt even the one and now i have to bear the consequences. i`m not creating an image to put myself in the limelight, why do i need to? however, it`s a fact that i`ve been violated. nobody can tell me it`s just a hoax because it really took place. where is my pillar of support when i really really need one? who are the ones who are really here??? people can condone the mistakes done but whoever so is going to give me an answer? an answer to every of my doubts. i want to tell the world. I FEEL SO INNOCENT. spare me please. or just let me end it all. i thought i would be okay, until i fully recover from my illness. the thoughts came flooding to me even in my dreams. i have since, lose faith in love and in people and i have to protect myself. i always think of people first, now i have to think of myself, unless he or she is worth the price.
i promised to talk to you. i'll let you know. give me abit more time. thanks.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:38 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
the condition of my throat ain`t getting better. fever still comes and goes like wind. because of the torture, i lost my appetite and had been throwing tantrums now and then. sick of swallowing those tablets and fluids. i was so disgusted! that day i even had a jab. that was nothing to be afraid off compared to the need to finish my medication. felt so weak and wobbly. nearly fainted a few times. when will the ulcer in my throat disappear??? raymond said he passed the virus to me because his siblings and himself have the same problems too. and he said it will take sometime to recover since it`s a viral infection. i want to get well soon. i want to sing ktv with my sisters!!!
and i want to get a job after i recover!!!
terry, i`ve told you very clearly, i just want to be alone and i know how to take care of myself. thanks. but if you bug me any further, look like i`ve to divert your call to woodbridge hospital!! stay clear of my affairs!! bugger t-rex.
2:17 AM
the condition of my throat ain`t getting better. fever still comes and goes like wind. because of the torture, i lost my appetite and had been throwing tantrums now and then. sick of swallowing those tablets and fluids. i was so disgusted! that day i even had a jab. that was nothing to be afraid off compared to the need to finish my medication. felt so weak and wobbly. nearly fainted a few times. when will the ulcer in my throat disappear??? raymond said he passed the virus to me because his siblings and himself have the same problems too. and he said it will take sometime to recover since it`s a viral infection. i want to get well soon. i want to sing ktv with my sisters!!!
and i want to get a job after i recover!!!
terry, i`ve told you very clearly, i just want to be alone and i know how to take care of myself. thanks. but if you bug me any further, look like i`ve to divert your call to woodbridge hospital!! stay clear of my affairs!! bugger t-rex.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:17 AM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
so much had happened recently. it makes me does`nt feel like blogging anymore. i`ve been very sick the past few days. fever of as high as 39.4 degrees. my hands were super numbed due to the fever. in the end the doctor i visited gave me a jab to relax the cramps of my limbs. eating less every other day. the doctor verified that it was because my throat had an infection. been eating the medicine on time and after 2 days, my fever subsided a little. but my throat still hurts like hell and i spat out blood today. i can barely speak up. =((
what in the whole universe have i done? i felt so faint these days. fainting and faint-hearted. i`m bleeding... inside.
8:37 PM
so much had happened recently. it makes me does`nt feel like blogging anymore. i`ve been very sick the past few days. fever of as high as 39.4 degrees. my hands were super numbed due to the fever. in the end the doctor i visited gave me a jab to relax the cramps of my limbs. eating less every other day. the doctor verified that it was because my throat had an infection. been eating the medicine on time and after 2 days, my fever subsided a little. but my throat still hurts like hell and i spat out blood today. i can barely speak up. =((
what in the whole universe have i done? i felt so faint these days. fainting and faint-hearted. i`m bleeding... inside.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 8:37 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
meeting delrick later for dinner. then at night i will throw myself into the rubbish bin because i feel that i can find my sense of belonging there. so see you everyone! bye bye...
1:19 PM
meeting delrick later for dinner. then at night i will throw myself into the rubbish bin because i feel that i can find my sense of belonging there. so see you everyone! bye bye...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:19 PM